Rapu-rapu

In the mood of scribbling junkies. Hehe.

Today is my fourth day working in a new place. And just came back from my first breakfast with new colleagues (10.45 am. By the time I finish writing this post, it’ll be an hour extra. Hehe). The boss is not in for two days starting today, that’s why the colleagues are daring to go out for breakfast (I always thought they ate before they came to the office, and their working hours are main for just works, and not eating and chatting like I used to do in my old working place. But now I know why… Hehehe. I guess this happens in all officesΒ  all over the world. Harhar <—matured laugh).

It’s too fast to conclude how’s things are going in here. For the past 3 days, there’s nothing else that I did but to just read and read and read. It’s excite me that one of the projects which is about to start does relate to oil and gas (sometimes I wonder if my interest actually lies in oil and gas? hurm..). Other than reading, I surf the net, playing facebook, and googles things. Haha. Waiting for the clock to tick at 5pm. Haih…

Honestly, I am missing Brooke. But I don’t want to regret what I already did. Who knows, one day I will find the inner skills of researching inside me. Harhar lagik! Tehehe.

To be continued in my next post.. Be blessed πŸ™‚

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Cool when it’s hot

Duh.. Panas… I try not to move too much to lessen the sweat, but kenot la… it doesn’t help at all. Pray it’ll rain tomolo.. huhu.

Counting days. Mixture of feelings. Nervous, worry, sad.. Happy? Hurm… I always ask myself, betol ka this choice? 😦 Am I taking the right decision? I’ll think this is the right decision when I feel stress in the office, vice versa when I enjoy doing the work I’m doing. But it’s too late to rethink of it again, I’ve signed (takmo kena saman ba… ). No turning back. Maybe it’s my fate kan.. (takdir… ku redha… ) Maybe my future is all there in Sarawak Energy. A promising one?? *rolling eyes*

11 days left being a Brookian… (Sukati jak. Hehe). And then, another stream of working life.. Main karan.. I can’t imagine how life going to be after that. Will it be my last career destination? Penat da lompat2. Meeting new people, adapting myself in the new environment, to find my way to toilet, to know strangers, to pretend not to maloo eventhough maloo tahap sot~ *sigh*, to blur2 with the job given, to pronounce out my name (hasfa???ngee…), to tell people that I’m Iban, to explain that I’m half Chinese but I can’t speak Chinese bla bla bla bla $#$$%^#$%#%$^#$%$… argghhh… sot da ku 😦

This is when we realize that how important it is to be blue ice cool and greenish relaxed, though it scares you to death how it will turn out tomorrow. Maybe it’s not as bad as what you think. Just wait and see la~ Let’s be cool like Gwen. Ekeke. And be strong like Miley. Ngee…

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Oh.. it’s now raining. Praise God! πŸ˜€

K guys.. have a blessed August! πŸ™‚ Can’t promise when will I write again, but the probability of going back to blogging is big this coming September. What else can I do when I’m back at home at 5pm, alone doing nothing… no bf no hubby no baby no nothing bla bla bla.. hehe.

Tata.. Nite πŸ™‚