Smile

Short talk:

Do you believe in miracles? I do. I do believe in miracles being made only by Him. Him ALONE.

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I’m getting insensitive to what stories to be blogged. Probably due to the lack of jumpy feelings inside me recently. Hehe. The earthly jumpy feelings.

Work. It was a so-so. I have been doing the same thing since Monday last week. Interest? I’m still developing the feelings towards what I’m doing. Colleagues? So far, so good 🙂 I like… Not being alienated. My boss? Getting better and hopefully, it’ll continue like this. Well, it’s getting busier in the office so, less time to cheeky-ing around. Haha. What else? Guys? I’m getting popular but am walking straight cause I’m married. Haha. Joking seja k…

dull and messy

dull and messy

Oh yea.. I forgot this one important point. Habitat 😛 . Still in this boxy room, in the process of falling in love with it. Huhu. No window, no fresh air, so much less than 21% of oxygen. Despite all these, I still managed to live (saya tidak parai pon…hekhek). Am not begging sympathy, cause I don’t deserve it. I’m grateful enough cause I still can have a short nap during the 1 hour lunch break. Hahahu. The room is a second away from the office you see… Hee.. Hurmmm.. Should I plant some greenery in my room? Cactus? Ouchhh… It’s a no no. Hibiscus?? A no no too… Not greenish enough. Paku pakis?? Oh yesss… Hehe. Conclusion: Fauna can’t live without flora. Makaseh.. Hehe.

Walo papa pon our situations, joyful or suffering, this is how we should be looked like…

smile... but not meleleh air liur k... ngee...

smile... but not meleleh air liur k... ngee...

cause Emmanuel.

Hepi Labour Day, Hepi Weekend, Hepi Birthday to whoever, Hepi hepi hepi…

Nite and God bless… 😀

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Merapu

Merapu jap.

Pening nya. Patut or not me pindah rumah owh… Pindah or not pindah, balance seja pros and contras. Huhu. Too many things to be considered. Wonder ku dah ada uban lom aku owhhh… Projek opis pon dah mau start. I was told to be prepared. There’ll be alot of OT once the project starts. Balek sampai 11 p.m. sometimes. And intense tense sampai mimpi2. And working on Saturdays is normal. So… kenot go back Betong owez la Gapel 😦 Haihhh Tambah lagik, I’m a newbie.. eh..correct ka eja? Mana-mana la… Newbie kan salu blurrr…

But walo papa pon.. TENANG! hehe. And biar seja masa menentukan. Biar prob hanging for the time being and pening lite2 seja. huhuhu. One thing bagus jugak being someone yang ‘mana-mana seja’. Try betahan in any kind of situation. Terima seja. Hehe. It’s not the end of the world pon kan..

Neway, am in my room escaping from the mess on my desk in the office. Huhu. Belom hias lagik my desk. Mau lekat gamba2 my faveret people, pokok kaktus and benda2 cumil. Harharhar.

K dah… Tdo sattttt…. 😛 sambil listening to lagu hepi 😀

Be blessed! and Be Strong King Kong! Ngee… 😛

Song of the Week :)

My blog needs an update but I tak larat tonite. So just tempek this song here 😀 Hehe. (Ooopss.. I can’t find this song in Youtube) But anyway, enjoy~ 🙂

AKU JATUH CINTA (Agnes Santoso on Kemenangan)

TIAP LEMBAR HIDUP KAMI
DIWARNAI DENGAN KASIH YESUS
HIDUP JADI PENUH MAKNA
KAR’NA KAU SELALU DI SISIKU

BERSAMA-MU KU TAK GENTAR
MENGHADAPI LIKU HIDUP INI
DI SAYAP-MU KUBERLINDUNG
DARI SEGALA MARA BAHAYA

REFF:
AKU JATUH CINTA KEPADA-MU YESUS
YANG BERIKAN KUAT DAN KEMENANGAN
CINTA DAN KASIH-MU MENJADI PELITA
DAN TERANG DALAM LANGKAHKU

AKU JATUH CINTA KEPADA-MU YESUS
YANG SELALU SETIA DI PIHAKKU
DI DALAM TANGAN-MU KUSERAHKAN HIDUPKU
SAAT INI DAN S’LAMANYA

🙂 🙂 Have a blessed week! 🙂 🙂

Sot-ting

I’m blogging… (obviously 😛 ) tapi apa mau di cita oOo…

Apparently, my life is getting less interesting (in earthly term). Hehe. But it’s OK. Doesn’t matter.  (Mol matter, kata Gapel 😛 ) I try not to mind. Hee. Cause life memang like that kan… There’s always ups after the downs like a roller coaster. If there’s no down, how can we appreciate the ‘up’ more??? Up down up down. Or sometimes the patterns differentiate abit to… perhaps an ‘up up down up down down’. Any patterns that you can’t even choose. But don’t stop there OK. When you’re on the down part of your life, just wait for the coming ‘up’. Sooner or later,  datang jugak ba tu… Sabar k munyet2 sekalian. Haha.

Wah… ada jugak 1 paragraph. OK.. That’s all for tonight. (Let say I really stop here, sak ati sik?? Haha. )

Tomorrow, it completes one week of being a staff in BD. Tomorrow Wednesday kan??? Oh yes yes. (Sometimes I wonder if I have double personalities in me.. Doing both the questioning and answering in me myself. Apa nama penyakit itu?? OK.. this time no answer cause both personalities tatau the answer. Wahahaha)

I have got my first task yesterday. I thought keying in data on my students’ name last time made me juling enough, little did I know being ‘orang enjin’ will juling more. (Paham ka? If not, abaikan k.. Hee. ) Yesterday and today, I think I gained little (but at least ada la sipi-sipi knowledge) but I wasted alotlotlot of papers. Kesian pokok-pokok 😦 Pa bulih buat… taik kambing suda boolattt… Homework for everyone.. what other material can we use to produce paper? Back to Earth, at least, for the past couple of days, there’s work keeping me busy in the office. So, sedar-sedar dah jam 5pm. Yay! What else? I guess there’s only 1 sentence for the story on the Earth. Hikhik.

Actually, I can’t really concentrate on writing this post, there’s something amazing happening in Betong just now. And actually, yesterday too. Was talking to one of my friend, Ana. So, I am decided to go back to Betong this weekend 🙂 No matter what happen…

Happy Wednesday and God loves us all!! 🙂

He cares

Happy Sunday! 🙂

A super late wish.. but better late than never right 🙂 I have reached Kuching safely, was listening to this song on my way just now and it struck me deeply I feel like sharing it with someone so I tempek here. Haha.

DIA MENGERTI

TERKADANG KITA MERASA
TAK ADA JALAN TERBUKA
TAK ADA LAGI WAKTU
TERLAMBAT SUDAH

TUHAN TAK PERNAH BERDUSTA
DIA S’LALU PEGANG JANJI-NYA
BAGI ORANG PERCAYA
MUJIZAT NYATA

REFF:
DIA MENGERTI, DIA PEDULI
PERSOALAN YANG SEDANG TERJADI
DIA MENGERTI, DIA PEDULI
PERSOALAN YANG KITA ALAMI

NAMUN SATU YANG DIA MINTA
AGAR KITA PERCAYA
SAMPAI MUJIZAT MENJADI NYATA

TUHAN MENGERTI

Thank you God! 😀

We’ll continue with my s*lly (feel fill (sot da salah spelling)  in the blank yourself.hekhek) boring story tomorrow k… Going to force myself to sleep now to face another… haihhhhhh…. day. But I’ll try to be strong 🙂 Yayay! Cause He’s on my side (and you too 🙂 ). Hekhek.

Good night everyone! 🙂 And be blessed every hour, every minute and every second of the week!! Hee… 😛

Mumbling on Saturday

Morning!! OOoppssss… *Backspacing* Tap tap tap… Afternoon everyone! 😛 Hehe.

I am now in the second heaven, at my home in Betong. Came back for the weekend and to get away from the uncomfortable new place (yet to be comfortable). Emmmmmm……. Heavennnn….. Hahahi 😛

Woke up super late this morning so I missed the Cell meeting in St Augustine. Sori San… Hehe. It’s been ages since I last woke up at 10 am. Hikhik. Excuse me this one time yeah… Haha. I can’t wait for this evening. To meet my girl friends. To play and to lepak right after. Eh.. maybe we should take shower first before the lepak session kan… Then can lepak the night away! Hehe. Yayay!!!

Neway, my first 3 days of work. I started working for Brooke Dockyard last Wednesday. I gained so little though and I think I did nothing for the company so far (memang pon kan).. is it normal for orang baru??? Firah, Ayoohoo, Nawar, normal ke?? The peeps are friendly so far. I felt welcomed, both in the office and on site. I feel a bit uncomfortable on the site cause there are so many guys aka kumbang. Seb baekkk I’ve practiced enough of expressionless acts. The most popular question, Are you married?? and my answer was Yes, with 5 children. Wahaha. I can lie eh…. :O Hihi. I will try to just ignore anything regarding the guys-girls thingy and just do my work. Jalan lurus forward seja. Kan Prince kan??? Tak yah tengok tepi2 atas bawah. Ngee~~

I’m tired of adapting myself in new place. But what to do.. Taik kambing suda boolattt… 😛

Enough of that. Come back to earth (like Firah’s quote 😛 Gugugugu <—- Zatul’s giggle) I’m still bengong with my current problem (am looking for a better place to stay in Kuching), then comes another one. Yesterday morning, PUSB Engineering called, from Miri. The company is based in Brunei. I went for the interview with them in December last year, they told me they will contact me in January. But they didn’t. So I guessed I didn’t get the job until yesterday. Haiya.. why are they so late?? The offer is still in my consideration though. Hehe. Tamak nya 😛 . I’m still waiting for their offer letter, and only then I can decide. Maybe it’s not really a problem after all kan… Just that it’s adding another thing for me to think about and bengong about. Huhu.

No new pictures for this week, I’ll tempek this picture to enlighten this post. Hehe. Some of my favorite people I dearly miss… 🙂

with meli, without sheena in the pic :P

with meli, without sheena in the pic 😛

with Sheena and Adam, without Meli in the pic.. Ngee~

with Sheena and Adam, without Meli in the pic.. Ngee~

when we were young :P

when we were young 😛

Just to tempek a few… Hehehe.

Take care and God bless!!! 😀

I Need An ‘Up’

I feel so down la… How???

Where are you, Happiness???

I wonder what else can make me happy and kinky again… Huhu. Sorry.. I really want to blog but my brain and heart feel so numb to the point that I think I can’t even breathe. Everything seems so blurry. Huhuhu. Hopefully, tomorrow I’ll be OK. Heeeeeee…. (a forceful one)

Gapel, reload la… Huhu. Next time continue enggau experiment nuan keh… Huhu.

Randoms

Yay! I’m so happy. Was trying to watch Korean and Japanese dramas in my favorite websites just now. AZNV streaming wasn’t that good. Keep on buffering (if internet laju, this website is the best.. like you’re watching TV. Huhu). But Crunchyroll is OK. Hehe. Am waiting the movie to load at the moment. Zillionth Yay!! Ngee…. The link to Crunchyroll is here. It’s 101% free 🙂 Hekhek.

Today, my Mum and I went out most of the time, trying to get away from this boxy room. Hehe. Actually, the room isn’t too bad. The only problem is that there’s no window. So if you kentut in it, no good ventilation system to air the ‘angin’ out. Hahaha. Example seja k 😛 But, I know I will survive. Hopefully… Hehe. In the mean time, am looking for a house or apartment for renting.

There are so many unknown numbers calling me these few days. But now I know who are they. My students in Layar. Hehe. I received two calls yesterday and one today. I really heart the one calling me today. I dunno why but I remember her says last Thursday, which was my last day in school.

“Cikgu, jangan pergi la… Jom balik rumah ngan saya nanti. Kita naik perahu sama-sama k.” (After being translated from Iban language 😛 )

Hehe. So cute. She’s in Form 1. Maybe that’s why abit emo. If upper form, don’t think they’ll be this sentimental. Huhu. I never thought my leaving will affect anyone in the school. Pikir biasa2 seja. But there’s jamuan ringan for me too, just for the teachers. Was so surprised and terharu. Hehe. But I managed to keep my cool 😛 Hahahaha.

So the presents I got from Layar Love 🙂 :

gift berisi 6 tumblers

gift berisi 6 tumblers

bag handphone given by Miss Kuan :D

handphone bag given by Miss Kuan 😀

No wonder she always investigate my phone last week.. detailing on its size. Hehe. Thanks Kuan! 😀

I also received cards from some of my students, and they spelled my name Hafhah.. OK… Hahaha. Doesn’t matter, I’m being ‘cool’. Kuikuikui.

Neway, the Words I received today 🙂 :

“Sebab Tuhan adalah adil dan Ia mengasihi keadilan; orang yang tulus akan memandang wajahNya.” Mazmur 11:7

“Kesudahan segala sesuatu sudah dekat. Kerana itu kuasailah dirimu dan jadilah tenang, supaya kamu dapat berdoa.” 1 Petrus 4:7

“You will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is fixed on You.” Isaiah26:3-4

Thanks friends 😀 Let’s us keep encouraging each other k…

Going to sleep soon. Tomorrow is my first day of work. Praying that everything will go well. Amen. Nebes nya… Huhuhuhu.

Nite everyone and be refreshed!! 😀

Updates

Wa… laju2..internet laju…haha..sot~~ Luckily I have this broadband. If not, tatau what will happen. Huhu.

I am now in Kuching. Just arrived this afternoon but am thinking of going back to Betong this coming Friday. Haha. I hate the feelings I am having now. Loneliness and homesickness 😦 Bincik! Although my Mum is still here with me. Imagine next week when I am totally alone… What to do… Taik kambing da boolattt… 😛 I can’t wait for this coming Friday, to see my girl friends aka the Datinsss… Ngee… Now I know how important it is to have a bf or gf to teman you every second. Kan Prince kan?? Hekhek.

Neway, I’m too tired to tip-tapping on this keypad. Will just upload some photos of what happened for the last couple of days. It was so fun I wish the weekend never has its end. *Sigh*

Images of Good Friday (in Debak):

after sesi 2..ngee..

after sesi 2..ngee..

gapel yg mantap.... :D

gapel yg mantap.... 😀

penari rebana

penari2

And, finally… bekenalan jugak with this buntal at simpang Spaoh. Hehe.

datens and buntal..ngee..

datens and buntal..ngee..

errkkk...

errkkk...

hekhek...lengau mai ahhh!!sayau ninok and the gang nadai :(

hekhek...lengau mai ahhh!!sayau ninok and the gang nadai 😦

Gapel, Odie, Datin ting ting and Jopin.. Ngee~~

Gapel, Odie, Datin ting ting and Jopin.. Ngee~~

ninok missing in action..sob sob

ninok missing in action..sob sob

That’s all for tonight. There’s more pics but I don’t have them with me at the moment. Will upload more once I’ve got them in my driving thumb 😛 (thumbdrive.hihi)

Nite and have a blessed week! 🙂

Gonna miss you…

I always have no idea of what to do in Civic Education class until earlier today, for the last two periods of the day. 4 groups of students, singing any song they like, with the moral value of teamwork. Haha.

Group 1

Semang~~

Semang~~

Diari Kenangan

Di sini kita ditemukan

Melakar diari kehidupan

Di sini segala kenangan

Yang indah akan dikenang

Pahit dan manis diabadikan

Menjadi pengajaran jasamu

Guru tetap dikenang

Tiada yang mustahil

Andainya berusaha

Kerana ilmu amat berguna

Terima kasih guru

Selamat tinggal teman

Maafkan segala kesilapan

Yang telah dilakukan

Terima kasih guru

Kami undur diri

Pengorbananmu tetap dikenang

Sepanjang zaman

Terharu nya… I purposely buat2 tak tau that they are singing this song for me. Hehe. Cause they know that I’m leaving 😦 So sweet~~ TQ girls…

Group 2

Serious...

Serious...

A more serious group. Huhu. They were singing a song called Warisan. I’m no longer gigih to type the lyric here. Ngee..

Group 3

Sot but cute..ngee~~

Sot but cute.. ngee~~

At first they were singing Senyum song. But they stop halfway cause they can’t remember the lyrics. Hihi. Then, change to another song which is so much simpler I’m sure you know it.

Tepuk amai-amai

Belalang kupu-kupu

Tepuk ramai-ramai

(Apa lagik??? I can’t remember 😛 )

Kiut kan… Hehe. I tried not to giggle in front of them… But seriously kiuttttt…… Hekhek.

Group 4

Group lagu jiwang.. ngee~

Group lagu jiwang.. ngee~

Aduhhh!! Kicik2 da jiwang. Their song was Ketahuan by Matta. Huhu. I can’t understand why, but in this group there’s this one boy that can’t even read, but he memorize the lyrics with no mistake. Strange, isn’t it??? Tula Cikgu cakap, if there’s interest, gerenti bulih~~~ 😛

This class is the most challenging one for me. Cause apart from teaching, I ngerepak alot. Every second, ada2 seja hal. Sakit jiwa dan raga. And everytime the class ends, Cikgu Chakoi lapar~~ and suara rock gitu2 (x caya, suda…. ngee~). Haha. Cause kehabisan energy. Hekhek.

Despite all these, still sayang la my naughty cute monkey students. Kuikuikui. My prayers are that they’ll become successful people when they’ve grown up. No more monkey business OK!! 😛 Tehee.

Have a nice, jumpy and kinky Thursday everyone! 😀

(And it’s my last day in school 😦 )

PS: Do you notice how much smaller the boys are than the girls??? They are in Form 1 btw… Hehe.

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