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Short talk:

I have got myself a new name in school. Cikgu Chakoi T_T Given by the students, not the teachers. I don’t really mind, cause I tak kesah. Don’t really mind tak sama dengan tak kesah meh?? Hehe. Iโ€™ve become more expressionless recently. Dunno why. Just hit me with a stick, and there I am, with muka poyo, blurr as ever. Dah sot tahap kritikal maybe. Ngee~~ ( I wonder if Iโ€™m OK sometimes ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Am I still in my right mind??)


Finally, I have found a room for renting in Sejingkat near to BD. Just few minutes walk from the office, I hope. Am not sure how it looks like. Going to check for it this coming Saturday. (Yeah! Kuching lai lagik~~ ๐Ÿ˜› ) But according to the owner, itโ€™s totally empty, meaning not a single thing is provided. Not even sebijik taik idung. Taik idung for what??? Ngeng~~ So imagining myself talking to the wallโ€ฆ :S And the sound of endless echoes. No meows from Gapel, and no โ€˜ting tingโ€™ from the Datins, and no BOM from my parents :P. Wahaha. Just a mere woof from Odie ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

OK. Letโ€™s talk about things which are slightly more serious. I need my maturity back. Ngot3. Hekhek.

Last Saturday, we had this session of โ€ฆ what do we call that? Permuafakatan PIBG. Where parents meeting the teachers to discuss about their kidsโ€™ performances in school. Since Iโ€™m not a class teacher, Iโ€™m free. So became the Iban language translator for my friend (Cause she canโ€™t speak Iban, and paham seciput seja). Me pon sama seja. I only know basic Iban. Kan Gapel kan??? I just learnt few words from Gapel. Berjelangkit and bansi. Eh.. berjelangkit ka?? Or berjelingkat?? ๐Ÿ˜› Pa bulih buat.. taik kambing suda boolatttโ€ฆ Saikkk kambing saikkkkโ€ฆ

I pitied those parents. The expressions when they saw the (almost all) red marks on the report paper (usually report card kan, but we used paper.. so report paper ler..) are indescribable. These kids actually have potentials. Suma BULIH ba kanโ€ฆ (Sapa bilang palak nya budu?? Sini u, me nukuk ur palak! ๐Ÿ˜› Main2 seja.. Ngee~~~) But the efforts are not enough. The determination is not enough. Their interests on studying are not enough. Keinsapan pon not enough! Not enough or totally takdok?? But, seriously are not enough! Why? The main factor I think is the bad influence around them. Not forgetting their mind sets. If you think and SAY that you canโ€™t do it.. uh ohhhhโ€ฆ. Iโ€™m sure you really really canโ€™t do it! (And vice versa) 101% sure OK.

Remember this…

โ€œFrom the fruit of his mouth a manโ€™s stomach is filled; with the harvest from his lips he is satisfied.โ€

Proverbs 18: 20

And keep hold of the Words in your hearts!

I wonder how else can we โ€˜knockโ€™ on these little heads. Am I being too harsh?? Gerammm.. Nyam Nyamโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ˜›

Dahโ€ฆ Blank Blink Blonk daโ€ฆ

Nite and Hepi Tuesday! ๐Ÿ˜€


TQ.. and TQ again :)

I’ve been playing this song repeatedly for the past few days. Huhu. Berjinak2 with lagu2 jiwang ๐Ÿ˜› Huhuhu. Enjoy~~ ๐Ÿ™‚

Terima Kasih Cinta

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu


Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

I like the music but when I saw the ouuwwww2 part of the lyric, I can’t hold myself from giggling. Hekhek.

Neway, last Thursday I received a teddy from one of my students. So sebak la… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Why does separation exist lam dunia ni??? Huhuhu. Thanks Bab… ๐Ÿ™‚ But life has to move on right??? Huhu. So I’m moving on ๐Ÿ™‚ (sambil berkawad forward ๐Ÿ˜› )

teddy teddy :) tq tq

teddy teddy ๐Ÿ™‚ tq tq

Nite everyone and have a blessed week! ๐Ÿ™‚

Princess Diary 2

Short talk:

I have problem deleting the messages in my phone inbox. All are so precious I tak sampai hati to delete. Huhu. So, if happen I reply your text messages late, be known that I’m still choosing which messages I should delete (to enable the new messages to come in). Hehe. Was trying to transfer them into my laptop but failed. Haih… I just figured out that the oldest message I still have dated 14th December 2006. Hehe. A message from my second Bro. Hihi. Pasal apa? No need to know la.. Hehe.


Today’s evening activity:

pa kes datin2?ngee~

pa kes datin2?ngee~



sanity melanda jiwa...huhu

sanity melanda jiwa...huhu

ntah..odie pon x paham.hehe

ntah..odie pon x paham.hehe

Nite… Kurang mood blogging tonight ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Gambo2 pon cukup k..

Sweet dreamsss… ๐Ÿ™‚

Lalut lalut

Short talk:

Today, 4.30 pm till 5.30 pm, Betong conditions:

Cuaca mendung, and lightnings. Then, blackout for few minutes. Gapel tensen cause she lost all her data. So she can’t help the datinsss to tiup2 and tikau2 the awan ‘kimolonimbus’ to Laut China Selatan. Hence, not enough effort to halau the awan, leading to hujan.. and no basketball for today. Makaseh… Kirrkkk…

Abaikan… ๐Ÿ˜›


I’m sleepy tahap dewi all day long. Cause previous nite, I bertungkus lumus to finish all my markings. I just found out that the deadline of submitting the results is today. But actually it’s more flexible than what I thought. There’s still alot of other teachers haven’t submitted theirs. Pa bulih buat, taik kambing suda boolattt. So, jadik skema kijap…

Another funny answer I encountered yesterday during the markings:

Q: Give one safety rule in the laboratory when you are carrying out an experiment.

A: Kenot wear make-up.


But seriously my palak weng weng last nite to the point that I can’t figure out 1+1 equals to what… (have you ever experienced that???) Plus my Mum berleter at the same time. But since she’s helping me abit with the markings, I kept quiet and sumbat my ears with the yerfon (earphone). Thanks Gapel for the songs! Hehe.

My parents were agitated cause I wasn’t at home most of the time with them. So, these few days, I’m being grounded (Odie kena ikat di leher) ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I wish I can be divided into 2. But, doesn’t matter la. Gapel and the datinsss want to practice lepak-ing on their own without me, Odie ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Sob sob…

Nite and sweet dreams.. Blessed Wednesday! ๐Ÿ™‚

Sunday updates

Short talk (lama dah not b’short talk short talk ni kan :D) :

Over a cup of hot Milo and magic creams (my dinner for tonight.. hoho), I’m tip-tapping… ๐Ÿ˜›



I’m resisting the godaan to drink my faveret 3in1 Nescafe. Cause no more holidays for me this week ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Sob sob.. so have to wake up early at 5 am. Huhu. Er.. Actually, 5.30am. I’ll let the alarms ring for 30 minutes before I really bangkit from the godaan of the bed. Kirkkk….


My blog has been so boring lately right? I’m so sorry. So this time, I’ll write a happy one for you. Okie Dokie?? ๐Ÿ˜€ (Hopefully)

I’ve been spending most of my time lepak-ing with friends for the past few days. Cause I want.. no no.. it should be.. need some company, where I can just forget about things and laughs my head off. Tapi my palak still ada. Don’t worry k. Kuikui. Kui lagik. I went out so often to the point that my Dad abit merajuk with me. Huhu. Cause I spent less time with them (my parents). But then today, after the Sunday meeting this morning, I melalak at home, kena BOM plak… So larik to my fren’s place to lepak againnn… Hihi.

We’ve been playing every evening so far (Yeah!!) and hopefully it’ll continue like this next week. Risau jugak.. cause school is now open, so most probably, the students are using the court. Huhu.

Today’s was a satisfying one. We played badminton for the first 1.5 hours and then continue with basketball until 7pm. Hehe. And the funny part is that, I tergolek in the puddle. Hehe. Lama dah tak ‘tangkap katak’ like this. Hehe. Blame it on the Datinsssss ๐Ÿ˜›

Anyway, I haven’t finish marking the exam papers. Kirkkk.. Am not so disciplined this week ๐Ÿ˜› There’s one question that make me smile to myself when I was marking the paper. The question looks something like this. ‘Give two examples of natural phenomena’. And one of my students answered..

  1. Eat
  2. Sleep

Hahaha. Should I mark it correct?? Betol jugak ba kannnnn… Ngee~~~

OK. My eyes dah lip-lap-lip-lap.. Gudnite and sweet dreams.. Have a blessed week everyone! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ xXx

And enjoy this song before we start a new week ๐Ÿ™‚ .. Lagu sedey bulih enjoy meh??? Huhu.

Saat Terakhir – ST 12

Tak pernah terpikir olehku
Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri

Begitu sulit kubayangkan
Begitu sakit ku rasakan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

Dibawah batu nisan kini
Kau tlah sandarkan
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup
Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta

Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan
Selamat jalan kasih

Satu jam saja kutelah bisa cintai kamu;kamu;kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa sayangi kamuโ€ฆ di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupaknmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nanti kuโ€ฆโ€ฆ

Anyway, this song teda kaitan dengan yang hidup dan yang mati OK?? Huhu.


Saya berjanji takkan ulangi kesilapan lalu

Saya nak saya balik kembali kepada saya yang asal dolu2

Saya tak pedulik apa orang piker terhadap saya atau kata terhadap saya

Saya akan hidup berdikari lepas ini. So no takut2 da.

Saya akan menjadik lebih matang.. So akan coba mematangkan diri dalam segala aspek termasuk ***** saya. Hehe.

Saya akan try menjadi orang happy selalu.

Saya try untuk tidak di influence oleh mood saya.

Kalau saya rasa sakit pun dan sekian2.. saya try pendam dulu. Dan biar masa yang mengubati diri saya. Dan Tuhan juga. Kalau rasa hampir mau gila, baru saya bagitau kawan2 rapat saya. OK ka? Hekhek.

Ada lagik??

Ada banyak tapi saya tak tau macam mana mau tulis dan mengekspresi nya. Better saya diamkan diri seja.. sebab benda yang disebut or ditulis selalu tak tercapai.

Yang penting saya nak di renew cam orang baru.

TQ ๐Ÿ™‚

Footnote: Although it’s not a new year, but still I can make new resolutions kan.. Yeah! ๐Ÿ˜€


I’m a bit tired. Hehe. Today was our second day playing ‘basketball hantam kromo’. Hehe. It was so fun I forgot to have our picture taken, then I can upload it here. Tomorrow k.. ๐Ÿ™‚ Ngee~ I think we spent most of the time laughing. Hehe. I bet you will laugh too if you see those yang tak pernah main ni main. Kuikuikui. Ka Gapel and the gang dah salu main?? Cam terer seja.. Hehe.

Hurm.. I can’t believe I’m leaving Betong soon ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Dah lama di sini, rasa lekat plak my bontot here. Hahak. But what to do.. Taik kambing suda boolattt.. I can’t be forever like this kan.. Takkan jadik temporary teacher until I’m 30. Hehe. Tak laku nanti.. Huhu.

But I can’t help myself from worrying. I’m not familiar with the road, so akan jadi jeruk at home :(. Then, what if I can’t get anyone to stay with me? I confess that I’m penakut gila2. How? No need to go that far… I haven’t got my accommodation yet at the moment. Anyone want to share any tips on anything about Kuching? Sangat dialu-alukan k.. Leave me a comment. Or add me in YM? Or any cara lain? My YM id is sha98025 by the way..

Everytime I think about this, I’ll tell myself that I’m strong. I can overcome this. Huhu.Kaunseling dirik sendiri. Hehe. I told myself that I’ve gone through alot for so many years. So I can face this too. Of course, with God’s will la.. I’ve been in the operating room before, back in Manchester. Alone. Even the nurse also pelik and asked me who’s coming with me.. But it was nothing serious. Actually, lawak. So don’t ask me what happened k. Hahaha. What an experience. It looks exactly like the one we always see in CSI. Hehe ๐Ÿ˜› Maloooo~~

K, I’m going to sleep earlier tonight. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be more productive. Malas tahap maxXx dah melanda. I just marked less than 10 exam papers today. Huhu. Seb baekkk I’m no longer a student. If so, memang takleh malas2 kan… Huhu. Fuhh~~ (nafas kelegaan. Hekhek)

Nite everyone!

Updated post…

Something big happened tonight. This is specially for you, dot dot…

tq for everything...

tq for everything... and I'm sorry ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

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Personality test

I saw this personality test when I was blog-hopping just now. Hehe.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Pening palak me try to imagine in order to answer soklan yang pelik2. The results.. some of them are quite accurate.. the others not really.. bila masa me straightforward ngan opposite sex? Hehe. And teda pon sia plenty of dates. Huhu. Boolakkk.. Ekekeke.

Santai Lagik~

Have you read Kenny Sia’s latest post? About Manchester United vs Liverpool? Hehe. I feel a bit of regret for not watching any football match live when I got the chance to last time. Haih.. Sayang nya~~~ Never mind. Honeymoon in England la.. after I got married (cam yakin akan jer). Hahahahahaha. Keep on dreaming~~

The weather looks good. Hopefully it’ll continue like this until tonight. Then we can play basketball!!! Yay!!!!!!! Sot kan.. Hehe. If possible, mau seja me play now. Kuikuikui. Actually berlambak exam papers I haven’t mark, but I am a successful procrastinator. I’ll mark later2. Hehe.

Gapel, are you reading this?? Berik komen eh… Don’t just senyum2 kambeng Gapel dia… Hehe.

Ohh.. We got visitors. And I’m still wearing my pyjamas. OOppsss..

Have a nice day and tucum2 salu! ๐Ÿ˜€

Jan moody like this OK! Ngee~~

Jan moody like this OK! Ngee~~

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